blackswag

Hi it's been a while since my last post <3 well today was pretty messed up, I had a final exam for 3!! Long Hours, after the finals I went home, was just too tierd, I found my mum home, I wasnt expecting her to be home, I crashed for like an hour until my homegurl called, We talked for a while and I went back to sleep shortly after we talked, then my homeboy calls me and tells me to get dress cause he was goin to pick me up. We went over to his place and chilled for about 2 hours, then we went to my homegurls house and I helped her sis study (proud) (^_^ feel smart) anyway lets skip a few hours and get to the part that was really messed up, so I "accidentally" called my dad whom I haven't spoken to for a year now, we talked for about 11 minutes, and during the time we spoke he started making fake promises I wanted to belive them but I knew they were lies. The worst thing is that he didn't even recognize my voice on phone. I'm so mad at my self for calling him. He has never been in life but I still love that asshole in some twisted way. Is it wrong? He left my in a real bad mood today #YOLO